But I knew that if I didn’t say it then I would do it."

As the former actor sadly acknowledged, “I just didn’t want to be alive anymore.”

And, in the concluding batch, the Sussexes got super real about how tough Meghan’s struggles were.

Meghan Markle looking up at Prince Harry

Likewise,Prince Harry also explains what Prince William really did to break his heart.

And that was the scariest thing about it.

It was just clear thinking."

Prince Harry looks down as Meghan Markle smiles

They expected her to just get on with it.

Harry revealed, “I felt angry and ashamed.

I didn’t deal with it particularly well.

I dealt with it as institutional Harry, not husband Harry.

What took over my feelings was my royal role.

And looking back on it now I hate myself for it.

What she needed from me was so much more than I could give.”